The Beginning

Hello readers!

First, let me start off with telling you that i will now be posting Mondays, Thursdays, and Saturdays.

Now, i want to talk this time about how all of this came to be, and how nerve wrecking it was when we first found out we were going to be teen parents.

Well, to begin, you obviously know how it really began. As teenagers, we were curious and had alot of different feeling as our horomones were blazing at full speed. After the deed was done, of course we thought of the cons of the whole situation first. What if you get pregnant? That can never happen to us. Stuff like that. But no. We were wrong. Our worries had become reality. The feeling you first feel, when you come across the little pink plus sign, is regret. And then something really weird happens, you start to feel this feeling of acceptance against the whole situation. Then, when you go t tell your parents, every little bit of regret and fear and nervousness and hatred(towards yourself) come raining down upon you. In our situation, we waited till a friday evening to break the news. We waited three days so we could let ourselves soak in the whole situation. I mean common, its not everyday you find out your going to be a sixteen year old parent. I remeber that night like it was lastnight. We ordered pizza, and both of us were eating extra slow in hopes of slowing down what was about to be revealed. We finished our pizza cleaned up our mess and went to the living room to regain every drop of courage we had left. After awhile, i walked into the library(where my father was sitting) and stood there in front my father. He eventually said. "Whats u pal?".And i simply sgrugged my shoulers, the usual response of a sixteen year old. I stood there for awhile and then he asked. "Do you need something?" and i responded with. "No im not asking for anything at all". And by that point i think he knew what i wante to say, but he just wanted me to have the courage to say it mysef. He told me that everything was going to be alright. And then right then and there, i told him. His reaction was calm and slow. And i remember exactly what he said at that very moment. "Buddy, youve fucked your life u pretty bad, literally". As soon as he said that, i couldnt help not to laugh. But, i hid it enough to where he didnt notice.

From that, we ended up talking to both my mother and father for a good hour. After Courtnee got off the phone with her mom we regrouped with my parents. They went out to eat, and oddly enough, we got to go play lazer tag with our friends. So i guess the night ended pretty well.